I am Nazlıcan, a 19 year old student currently attending Foreign Language Teaching Department at METU. I stay at a dormitory and I actually enjoy campus life. I was born and raised in Batman, a city in Southeast. I had been looking forward to leave this place before I spent four months in Ankara. I did not leave Ankara during this period and it was hard for me. I missed my family, friends and even the city itself. Now that I am here nothing seems to have changed. I know that I will get bored in less than 2 weeks. It has always been like this. My life is a constant battle between trying to get out of this place and trying to come back to it. Thank God, my emotional emptiness which resulted from the fact that I did not go home for holidays was filled with the friendship of my roommates. I stay in the same room with Şeyma who is a senior in university this year, Berivan who is in the preparatory school and Duygu who attends the same department as me. We enjoy the time we spend together and have so much fun. We sometimes sing together or go shopping. People in other rooms are surprised that we get along this well.
This term I had a lot of time to question my life, my expectations from it. I have not found the answers yet. I used to believe that my ignorance was a bliss but I feel so bad for my ignorant acts in the past. I am trying to be a better person by understanding the situations well.
I like singing a lot although my voice is not that good. It makes me feel better whenever I am demoralized. I used to go to a lot of parties but I got bored. Now I enjoy going to more silent places like small cafes to have a cup of coffee with my friends accompanied with slow music. It is much better than bars with loud music and it helps me to relax and have peace of mind. I like travelling although I did not get a lot of chances to do so. Seeing new places give people chance to have a broader understanding of the world we live in. I love learning new cultures. I like ethnic music and oriental movies, cooking, animals etc.